I know i am wasting time typing here instead of continuing with my FYP.. Can't help it though. I'm feeling so depressed over the project. Its funny how I am an intern in Silver Ribbon and at the same time I feel like I have a high chance of becoming a consumer myself.. I think when I face stress I get mad. Now what do i do..
Its been quite awhile since i posted something. I don't know what really interest a person to read anything here.
So..2 weeks into internship. 10am-5pm is really...so nice. October is so overwhelmingly busy due to World Mental Health Day. Like the fact that i get busy but really, who the hell can spend time to do a fyp proposal when there is internship. I don't get why internship's grades are like 90% dependent on the fyp and not the internship experience itself. But nevermind. I think they really screwed up my current semester and the previous one. No actually the previous one screwed up my future. My gpa is crap and will stil be crap even if I get 4 for this semester. It is really sad because for the first time in my life i felt that i worked hard (for the past few sems).
Bleah. Its okay. Its not the end of the world yet.
On a lighter note..I bought my Canon AE-1 Program. Its really nice looking but I am still struggling with it. Hate reading long instructions with numbers cause i'll usually skip the numbers. I think i could use a teacher for this. Anyone? Plus its tough to use it because i've got real shaky hands.
Anyway, I am really trying hard to save $ for my future plans. So tough because i don't seem to be saving any at the end of the day. I gave up my Olympus pen for this. Saved like $1000 bucks? But okay i don't even have $1000 to begin with.
I need a nanny as well. Need someone to take care of me, plan my time, make me exercise, help me clean my room. I need proper time management. Help..
I was so close to getting Olympus Pen new E-PL1. Love the outlook and the fact that its small. Read some good reviews on it as well.. And had the sudden urge to buy it so i went to ask my dad. My dad was so close to "loaning" me money to get one but i actually rejected it.
I figured that was a want..BUT NO, right now i think its a need. For the love of my hobby..It would have been a good investment. But of course i should think it through. Want a camera that can keep me company till i "grow old".
And of course i kept looking at cameras that Canon produced.. Those vintage SLR and rangefinder.. I really prefer film cams more. I guess I just can't (and hate to) keep up with technology. Now now...I can't weigh which is better. A film cam or the olympus pen. $100 - $300 versus $999 - 1299. Gees. Kind of wanna try using rangefinder..
Okay. I think I will just satisfy my wants now... So if any of my bid on ebay succeeds then that shall be it.
So much for an interesting post..I actually blogged a conversation in my head. -.-
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